Friday, August 11, 2006

"Maybe You can tell Me?"

Today is one of those days. I understand that this probably needs more of an explanation, but I don't think I can find the right words to describe how I'm feeling. Days like this have a 'code' name. This was derived for the sake of my husband. I'm having a 'weepy' day. I don't feel depressed, but I do a lot of crying, crying, crying, with no apparent reason behind it. I swear, I rack my brain each time the tears surface to define them and I come up with nothing. So, I go on my errands and cry in my car, order my Starbucks and wipe tears while I give the window server my money, I stand in line in whatever store I'm in and try to hide my eyes from onlookers as I'm holding my breath to will the tears back in, it never works. I'm supposed to go to an Administrative dinner party tonight with my husband...big wigs attending...GREAT! I'm really looking forward to THAT act! Instead of arm candy, I'll be more of a snot machine. I can see it now...."Hello Mr. So and So...this is my.....Weeping Wife."

So, I leave you with this.....if my tears are for any of you out there because I've somehow 'tapped' into your need to cry and you just absolutely can't...I'm gladly doing it for you....just tell me why I'm crying......please?


Anonymous angela marie said...

Its called "hormones"...I have days like this too..dont you just love it??
Tonight, just put on some fabulous lipstick, and dont forget the "waterproof" mascara!

loving you, (((BIG HUG)))

10:52 AM  
Blogger Romina Bacci said...

now you made me cry :(

maybe angela marie is right... i have those days too

i have to tell you this:
that picture is so sexy!!!

kisses to you sexy-b/sis of bloggieland!!


12:26 PM  
Blogger Bohemian Girl said...

full moon
juicy womanhood

beautiful picture of you, my dear sis. you WILL still be arm candy tonight, are you kidding??? you're gorgeous. snots and all.

you might be tearing up a bit for me. i cried all day yesterday but haven't shed a tear today. do you have them??? *smile*

i love you a whole bunch,
lil sis

12:43 PM  
Blogger Bohemian Girl said...

ps. i am imagining you nuzzling my neck (in your pic). smelling my neecie smells. hee hee.

12:45 PM  
Blogger Susannah said...

hello beauty, perhaps you have my tears :-( i feel lonely tonight... a new feeling for me... don't like it much... wish you were here... love YOU xx

1:38 PM  
Blogger Sarah said...

Oh, I am so sorry. I am like this when I have PMS. I will cry and not know why. But, then, I am sure enough happens in everyone's life, it all just builds up until we cry. Sometimes it is just therapeutic to cry. It is like a rain that washes away the pain. I always feel better able to face things after I have cried.

Also, I wanted to let you know I deleted Sarah's Scribbles. I did not have time to keep up with a personal blog. Well, some guy swooped in and took the domain to advertise car insurance! I did decide to set up a studio news blog with my latest paintings, website updates, etc. Not exactly a "blog" blog. But, I wanted to let you know. I am planning to put a links section on the side when I have some time.

I hope you feel better! ((HUGS))

2:36 PM  
Blogger LiteraryGirl said...

I'm numb today...cried out after a very long, emotional roller coaster of a week. If I told you, you still wouldn't believe me. Literally three family crisis', two of which ended in the ER. There is a peace today, it fills me. Perhaps you are shedding my tears...

3:17 PM  
Blogger Colorsonmymind said...

Very sexy pretty pic of you

glad you are going with the flow-no pun intended.

You will be gorgeous tonight tears or no tears.

Crying is good...and the last line made me smile

3:49 PM  
Blogger Bek said...

Beautiful photo sweet woman.

Mmm why are you teary?
I dunno babe... just one of them days!
I think we all have them from time to time.
And its a good thing.... cleansing tears.
I love you big sis.

5:14 PM  
Anonymous amystery said...

I'm with you gorgeous, some days they just need to fall and there is no stopping them. I like to think of them as rain, washing it all away. I'm sure you had a special shine on you tonight after all the cleansing.

11:02 PM  
Blogger Madeleine said...

oh, sweet. this is exactly how i was feeling today. just a bit wobbly and couldn't quite get a grip!! (you know?)

i always blame these outbursts on the full moon.
i'm sure that today being saturday, now, the fog has lifted and the snot dried up!
let's hope today is a better day.

oh, and BTW, my angel, thankyou so much for the gorgeous comments you have made recently.
you actually brought another big tear to the surface last night!!


3:51 AM  
Blogger brittany said...

I couldn't stop crying the other day. Maybe I passed it on to you. My sadness comes from the frustrations of mommydom, and also seeing the world that they have to grow up in and how messed up it is.

5:41 AM  
Blogger bb said...

Don't take the tears honey - it makes me feel weepy to think of you gladly taking on the sadness of others, when you've so much to cope with :-(

It seems we all get these days, or at least the more sensitive among us ;-) It's like a sad energy needs a place to settle, wants to move through us. I think next time I'm just going to kick it out of town!!!

I'm sure you'll look gorgeous/did look gorgeous (depending when you read this) you sexy woman (love the sultry photo)- but yes remember that waterproof mascara just in case!

10:21 AM  
Blogger Alexandra G said...

I've had many such days-hang in there!!! I am sending you a huge hug and faith it will pass.

7:00 PM  
Blogger Turquoise CRO said...

hormonic rhapsody! I wish I was out there in Ca! soooooo we could have a good cry together!! I think this world and the trouble it is in is very much inside of us! the suffering and dying of people, it's a miracle we are not crying every day!!! I'm sorry to hear you are having a Lupus flare up too! You look so vulnerable and sweet and precious in that pic, I'm sending you some prayers and a cyber HUG! ((((((Darlene))))))xoxooxo Love to Love you!

8:14 PM  
Blogger Bohemian Girl said...

no more tears sissy...i need to see your beautiful smile.

that magical smile.

that contageous laugh.

that sparkle in your movie star eyes.

please??? with sugar buns on top? MY sugar buns on top?


loving you crazy,
lil sis boho

11:09 PM  

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